Got 99 problems and the girl’s one of them
Fuck. I feel so fucking paranoid all the time now. Every time she goes away I get bummed out cause it’s another weekend/week/whatever without seeing her. School already takes up so much time that her going off and doing something else brings our alone time to pretty much 2 hours every 2 weeks. What the fuck, right?
And it’s not just the fact that I’m lonely as hell without her, but sometimes we do have time to hang out, but who would she rather spend her time with? Her “bros”. As much as I trust her to not do anything, I don’t trust her love for me as much anymore. Cause I don’t feel it . What eats me up is the feeling that we’re growing more and more distant. I’m trying my best to stay positive, but she doesn’t seem to want to talk to me as much anymore. I remember when we couldn’t go 3 hours without texting each other. Nowadays, it’s 90% me contacting her to see how her day is…
I don’t know what to do. I feel like “the end is nigh”, yet like all good things coming to an end, I don’t want it to.
What.
The.
Fuck.
Cheers. -_______-
